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The Way I Used To Be by Amber Smith
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The Way I Used To Be

Literary fiction
Print length
384 pagesRock the Boat, 2017

Description

Eden begins high school known as the girl who always does everything right. After her brother’s best friend rapes her, her understanding of her life collapses, yet she cannot bring herself to report the assault. She buries both the trauma and the identity she once had, while relationships and familiar certainties become painful. Told across all four years of high school, the novel follows Eden through adolescence as the effects of what happened continue to shape her sense of self. Love, heartbreak, and broken friendships accompany her struggle, as does an emerging resilience that develops over the course of those years.

Reading profile

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Collected’s assessment, not reader ratings. Complexity runs from 1 (least demanding) to 5 (most demanding).

Writing
How much attention the sentences and language require.
Ideas
How much interpretation or abstract reasoning the book asks of you.
Structure
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Background knowledge
Prior knowledge needed to follow the book, beyond what it explains.
Emotional intensity
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Writing style

Conversational · Direct

Pace

Measured

Tone

Dark · Hopeful · Intimate · Melancholic

Structure

Episodic · Linear

Focus

Character · Relationships · Voice

Emotional intensity

5 / 5

Reading complexity

1–5 · higher means more demanding
Writing
2 / 5
Ideas
2 / 5
Structure
2 / 5
Background knowledge
1 / 5

Themes

Coming of ageFriendshipIdentityMental healthTransformationTrauma

Series

The Way I Used to Be

Book details

For the print edition listed above.

Publisher
Rock the Boat
Language
English
ISBN
9780861546732
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